I hope that by sharing my honest experiences as I heal, that others will find help and hope. Start at the About My Quest tab.

A few months ago, I saw a few pictures that Carol Tuttle had posted of her backyard (and the mountain that is right by her house).  I thought about how I would love to actually see it and her house.  So without any real NEED to go there, I thought of myself actually there and seeing those places, and I did it with a “warm fuzzy” feeling in me.  I have thought of that several times since then and just felt that warm feeling, without feeling like “I just HAVE to get there!” because that doesn’t seem to manifest things happening for me.  At Christmas, I decided to give family and close friends any picture they wanted from Chris and my photography website, and I really wanted to give one to Carol Tuttle just as a token of my gratitude for all she has (unknowingly) done for me.  So I gave her a 16×20.  When we went down to her Center to deliver the picture she wanted, the night before actually, I had a dream that she asked me to be her photographer.  I thought of that all day, and was very nervous to meet her, in case she was going to be there at the Center when we dropped off the picture.  Luckily (maybe?) she wasn’t.  But I have thought of that dream since then and thought, “That would be really neat if that ever happened!”, but again, without any needy feelings.  Just noticed the thoughts and had good feelings attached.  Also, I have met Carol at the Center on a few occasions for a book signing, or while in there to do an energy draping with my sister, etc. and I have met Anne (her daughter) as well, but I really am just a “client” like all of the other thousands of people that they see and meet.  So I have no personal attachments to the Tuttle family, except that I gave Carol a photo for Christmas.  Ok, so I am finally getting to the real point of this post!  Two weeks ago, I received an email from Anne Tuttle Brown …. asking me if …. this is so HUGE!!! …. we would take pictures of the women in her family!!  She had seen the pictures that Chris and I took of my sisters all Dressing our Truth, and she thought that was a neat idea and wanted us to do that for her family (including Carol!)  Chris and I were blown away – we were so grateful and excited!!!  We are just starting out and haven’t had much experience yet, and for one of our first clients to be the Tuttles, that is just so ironic!  A few days after emailing back and forth with Anne, she said that they actually want us to do photos of: the girls, each family, the big family, etc.  So it is much more than just a few shots of the Tuttle girls.  We were so thrilled, and nervous, for days until the shoot last week.  So here are a few photos of that shoot (you can see more at our website www.chrisandheatherphotography.com):

I think it is just so perfect that I got to take pictures of the main person who has really helped me to heal, has given me an inexhaustible amount of information and help, and has been the one who has helped me turn around my fears & issues about money and prosperity!

My son came to me the other day with a problem that he didn’t know how to deal with.  It turned out to be a huge lesson in the Law of Attraction/Creation for him, and a few lightbulbs went on in my head as well as I was talking to him!  Since Carol Tuttle and her family are so knowledgeable at how to consciously create their lives, they have more positive energy and are at a higher vibratory level.  So naturally, they would draw to them those people and experiences that are also at a similar level as themselves.  If I would have been doing photography before I started healing, I have no doubt that I would not have gotten the email from Anne asking to take their pictures.  What a testimony to me at how far I have come!

Before I understood about Energy Profiling, I assumed that: people are different in the way they do things, but, we all should pretty much do things the same way.  Since learning about Energy Profiling, I am grasping that everyone is different, and they are not made to do things the same way.  For instance, when I meditate or need to de-stress or do some tapping, I need to go to somewhere quiet and secluded, and it helps even more if I lie down.  I can feel the negative energy leaving rapidly when I do these things.  But the energy that my body has is more calm, subtle, flowing, and introverted (Type 2).  For someone who has an energy that is buoyant, light, random, and social (Type 1), they most likely can’t go somewhere secluded and sit there, they would probably need to do something with more people, or go do something fun as they meditate and tap.

Another thing about Energy Profiling that has helped me so much, is in my business.  When Chris and I (we’re both Type 2) were first starting out our photography last year, I thought I had to be the Type 3 (swift, get-it-done) that I had been for many years to get people attracted to us.  But right from the beginning, things haven’t happened that way – people have come to us first, and it has been uncomfortable and unhappy for me to act like a Type 3.  I had a huge “a-ha!” this morning as I listened to Carol (Type 3) and Jon (Type 2) talk about their relationship and how they naturally do things in life.  Jon said that things just flow to him, and he doesn’t have to try to be like those people who have the swift energy.  And I realized that I don’t have to do that either, and that things HAVE been flowing to us!!!

It is so beneficial to know about Carol Tuttle’s Energy Profiling – in every aspect of life!!!!

I have been having so much fun the last 6 months learning about Carol Tuttle’s Energy Profiling and Dressing Your Truth, and I have loved sharing it with a few other people.  I wish I could share it with everyone, it is so amazing!  I’ve recently learned what Energy Types my children and husband have, and it has already helped so much in how I treat them and think about the way they are.  This helps me to not judge the things I consider to be their weaknesses, but are just different ways of doing things than I would do, and it is part of who they are.  Knowing my own Energy Type continues to help me understand myself better as well, and is one of the most beneficial things I have learned about on My Quest.

Here are two pictures of my sisters and I.  The first one is before any of us knew about Carol Tuttle’s Energy Profiling, and the second is Thanksgiving Day (which my husband took!) when we are all Dressing our Truth. This has helped each of us so much!

It has been a long time.  Today I realized some things that I needed to write down.  I have been spending so much time with photography, and loving it, that I have let many other things slide by with hardly a notice.  I know that when you love what you do and don’t want to stop, that is a good thing but also can be a bad thing.  Good because we should all do what we love, or love what we do, and bad because it can consume all of our thoughts and time and we neglect other worthy things.  I am very guilty of this, and it makes me feel guilty.  So I know that somehow I need to greatly reduce my photography time so that I am not neglecting all of the other things in my life that need attention.  I have also realized that I have let myself “forget” to be positive and grateful.  I have been complaining quite often the last few weeks and being negative about things, which by the law of attraction it is bringing more negative situations into my life.  I need to reverse that immediately before I get down too deep.  And the last thing I realized is that when I am too invested in something happening a certain way, or I expect it to be negative, then I am attracting the negative and pushing away anything positive that I want.  A few examples: my sister and I have been to a few events lately where there is a drawing for a prize.  Both times she has won something.  I asked her what she does to attract winning, and she said that she thinks about her name being called and her winning but then lets it go and doesn’t dwell on it.  And I think that is where I go wrong, that I get too focused on the thing that I want and don’t just “let it go” and so I am actually pushing it away.  I did a little experiment with that this week with some people who are a constant negative in my life right now.  I decided to just relax and not think negative thoughts about them and not be bothered with the things that they do that I don’t like.  That day the negative things that usually happen with them, didn’t.

There is one more thing that I have been thinking about lately and am finally writing about it.  First off, I LOVE the Energy Profiling system by Carol Tuttle, and am actually, finally, liking the way I look (well, more so anyway) because I have been Dressing My Truth and learning more about myself.  So, I have had so much to do the last month or more because of photography that I am constantly rushing and trying to get as much done as I can every day.  I have loved the photography stuff, but have not liked rushing and having so much to do because of the energy type that I am – it is going against my true nature.  Which is a negative just by itself, and then it seeps into other ways of bringing negativity into my life.  So I need to figure out how I can do the things that I love but stay true to myself.  I’m not sure yet how to do this.  And I need to write more in my blog.

I have been so busy lately with trying to get Chris and Heather Photography up and running, it has been so much fun!  It feels so wonderful to love what I do in the day, but I have to remind myself to not neglect my responsibilities.  But I really believe that when you love something, that is what you should be doing instead of doing something that you hate or even just tolerate.

I started getting a cold with a sore throat two days ago, and it is just getting worse.  I believe it is because I have to give a lesson in church this Sunday.  I do not like to get up in front of people and talk for 5 minutes, let alone for 35 minutes!  But I have done a lot of forgivenesses and positive talk to myself this morning, hoping that I can de-stress enough to get my lesson prepared this week without getting so sick that I can’t give the lesson on Sunday, or that I can’t prepare well enough for it that I fumble around and look foolish.  (wow that was a long sentence.  I definitely don’t feel well.)  So I need to take a break somewhat on photography this week, which is very disappointing, and do what I need to do to prepare and to get better, with lots of positives.

On a lighter note today, from Friday to Sunday a series of events happened quickly and easily, and I am now well on my way to fulfilling my dream of being a Photographer!  Friday I asked an old friend a simple photography question.  She told me about a free program that she uses, so I downloaded it and started playing around with it.  It is so easy to use that one thing led to another, and now Chris and I have our own Photography website, and are working together on something that we both love!  Chris and Heather Photography.   Hopefully working together can help us improve our relationship and we can change issues that we’ve had.  Maybe that’s another reason we felt like we should do this as a team, not just for the business, but for us.  Also, we’ve had so many ideas and gotten so much accomplished in these last few days.  It is reminding me of what the Law of Attraction experts say about how when something is right things just flow to you, and it is effortless to do that thing.  That is exactly how it has been!  It started this year when we got our good camera, and now we have a business name and website, and things are rolling along.  Before this year with my quest, I never thought I would actually get to do photography or even anything that seemed fun and effortless.  To me, this truly is a miracle.

It’s been gloomy and rainy today, there was a bit of a set-back with my computer/photography stuff, and I have had a tough time today being happy and positive.  Tomorrow will be better.  Right?