Something I manifested that is HUGE for me!!!!!!!

Wednesday, February 3rd, 2010

A few months ago, I saw a few pictures that Carol Tuttle had posted of her backyard (and the mountain that is right by her house).  I thought about how I would love to actually see it and her house.  So without any real NEED to go there, I thought of myself actually there and seeing those places, and I did it with a “warm fuzzy” feeling in me.  I have thought of that several times since then and just felt that warm feeling, without feeling like “I just HAVE to get there!” because that doesn’t seem to manifest things happening for me.  At Christmas, I decided to give family and close friends any picture they wanted from Chris and my photography website, and I really wanted to give one to Carol Tuttle just as a token of my gratitude for all she has (unknowingly) done for me.  So I gave her a 16×20.  When we went down to her Center to deliver the picture she wanted, the night before actually, I had a dream that she asked me to be her photographer.  I thought of that all day, and was very nervous to meet her, in case she was going to be there at the Center when we dropped off the picture.  Luckily (maybe?) she wasn’t.  But I have thought of that dream since then and thought, “That would be really neat if that ever happened!”, but again, without any needy feelings.  Just noticed the thoughts and had good feelings attached.  Also, I have met Carol at the Center on a few occasions for a book signing, or while in there to do an energy draping with my sister, etc. and I have met Anne (her daughter) as well, but I really am just a “client” like all of the other thousands of people that they see and meet.  So I have no personal attachments to the Tuttle family, except that I gave Carol a photo for Christmas.  Ok, so I am finally getting to the real point of this post!  Two weeks ago, I received an email from Anne Tuttle Brown …. asking me if …. this is so HUGE!!! …. we would take pictures of the women in her family!!  She had seen the pictures that Chris and I took of my sisters all Dressing our Truth, and she thought that was a neat idea and wanted us to do that for her family (including Carol!)  Chris and I were blown away – we were so grateful and excited!!!  We are just starting out and haven’t had much experience yet, and for one of our first clients to be the Tuttles, that is just so ironic!  A few days after emailing back and forth with Anne, she said that they actually want us to do photos of: the girls, each family, the big family, etc.  So it is much more than just a few shots of the Tuttle girls.  We were so thrilled, and nervous, for days until the shoot last week.  So here are a few photos of that shoot (you can see more at our website www.chrisandheatherphotography.com):

I think it is just so perfect that I got to take pictures of the main person who has really helped me to heal, has given me an inexhaustible amount of information and help, and has been the one who has helped me turn around my fears & issues about money and prosperity!

My son came to me the other day with a problem that he didn’t know how to deal with.  It turned out to be a huge lesson in the Law of Attraction/Creation for him, and a few lightbulbs went on in my head as well as I was talking to him!  Since Carol Tuttle and her family are so knowledgeable at how to consciously create their lives, they have more positive energy and are at a higher vibratory level.  So naturally, they would draw to them those people and experiences that are also at a similar level as themselves.  If I would have been doing photography before I started healing, I have no doubt that I would not have gotten the email from Anne asking to take their pictures.  What a testimony to me at how far I have come!

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Happy (it’s going to be awesome!) New Year!!!

Saturday, January 2nd, 2010

This year has started out just fabulously.  Not to say I haven’t had issues – I absolutely have.  But, I am THRILLED that my issues are coming up for me so that I can clear them.  It feels so great to start a new year being happy and already starting to thrive.  I’ve never felt this before.  And in just the last few weeks, I feel like I’ve reached a new level to my healing or consciousness or … something.  I can’t think of what it would be called.  But I am more aware and conscious of creating my life, and am more able to remember the things that I have been learning, experiencing and practicing for this last year.  I just can’t say enough how grateful I am for the help I have received this last year and how well I am doing!  Life is amazing, when you’re conscious of it and are purposefully creating it!

I listened to two of Carol Tuttle’s blog talk radio shows this morning that I wanted to mention.  The first one is from 9/21/09 “2 important things to ask God that will completely change your life”.  This is a very short one, but I loved how she says that when we ask God for things it’s like saying, “If you have time to help poor little me”, or “if you ever get around to it”, and that is saying that we don’t really believe that He will help us or believe that we’re important enough for Him to help us.  So she says to say instead basically, “Thank you, God, for helping me with this thing” and in that way we are knowing that He is helping us and thanking Him for the help.  And then she gives 2 things to ask Him for specifically to help us get on with learning and fixing ourselves. (I’ll just let you go and listen to it instead of me writing it out.  It’s a really good podcast.  Well, they all are.)  The second podcast I have been listening to today is from the week before, 9/15/09 “Clearing the Issues that are Keeping You Fat”.  She talks for a few minutes at the beginning about how we need to make our emotional maintenance a daily practice, and likens it to our physical bodies.  We are pretty good at taking care of our bodies, brushing our teeth, showering daily, etc.  These things are daily practices, but if we were only to do them once in a while, we’d get tooth decay or get other physical illnesses.  Same with people who are a master at something, like Michael Phelps.  He doesn’t just get out in the pool and say, “Ok, I’m good with that time that I got, that’s all I need to do,” but he keeps practicing and working on maintaining that time and even getting it better.  So, with our emotional health, we can’t expect to just read or hear some great advice or knowledge and expect to be a master at it.  We have to practice at it every day.  Carol still practices these things daily, and she considers herself a “master”.  So if even the masters have to practice daily, then we definitely have to practice to get these things solidified in our brains!  Anyway, I just loved hearing that, because I am definitely guilty of saying in the past, “I have heard these things so many times, so why am I still not getting it”, or “…still not able to get to my issues quicker”, or “… stay happy” or whatever.  I am so grateful that I heard this podcast, and so grateful that Carol has these weekly shows as another way that she provides support and shows everyone that she cares so much!

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Saturday, August 22nd, 2009

My sister and I went down to Carol Tuttle’s Center for Living Your Truth in Draper for an open house she was having.  I am SO grateful that I went!  It seems that every time I go down there for something, issues come to my realization and then I can tap on them and be aware more so I can change my reality.  And I am realizing more and more that we DO create our reality.  Whether it’s a lack of money, or a need for drama so that I will be noticed and not fade into the background, or whatever.  I love that I am learning to live my true nature because of Energy Profiling, which greatly includes the Dressing Your Truth aspect.  I am trying more to live it, and get rid of behaviors that are not really me and don’t support who I really am.  It’s a learning process!  I am so grateful for Carol Tuttle and for the inspiration she has received, and then for the ability and desire to share it with others.  And I am grateful that she was giving away books and signing them, and that I got to talk to her for a few minutes and tell her how grateful I am for her and how much the information has changed my life.  She was also grateful that I told her that.  Unfortunately, I was very stressed while I was there about money and the lack of it that I have.  Fortunately, however, my sister recognized that in me and felt the stress I had and we talked about it, bringing it to my realization, and now I am off to get rid of that negative so that I can manifest an abundance and not always a lack.

I tapped on the issues I have been feeling lately about money, and I feel so much better.  I asked Chris to do an arm test to make sure that I am now creating prosperity, and I am.  Whew!  I need to keep it going now.  Also, I sent an apology and thank you email to someone that I might have offended because I wasn’t grateful for something I received this morning.  I feel better now that I forgave myself for not being grateful, for creating some drama, and after sending the email.  I feel like I have done all that I can do to remedy the situation (it wasn’t anything huge, but I need to even take care of the smaller things) and now I can learn from that experience, move on, and create more positive experiences in my life.

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Thursday, February 12th, 2009

Good morning!!

I tried running through my day before I got out of bed.  It was a little difficult, but I think it helped me!  It feels so great that I am not grumpy, even though all of my children are.  I love knowing and having the ability to choose how I think, feel, and act!

I took the carpool this morning, and it felt so good to be happy, not be in a rush, and to be kind to other drivers.  I got a big smile and wave from a woman who I let go in front of me.  It felt awesome!

Right now I’m listening to the part in The Secret that talks about visualizations. They talk about how important seeing things in your mind that you want as if you already have them and FEEL what it feels like to already have them. That’s more important than just thinking positively. (although for me, I was in such a habit of thinking negatively, that it is something that I am working hard on changing as well) And Carol Tuttle talks about setting aside 15 minutes twice a day to “create” your life. Whether that be meditating on the things you want, or saying “I am…” statements, or doing the energy circle where you throw in positive “I am” statements, or whatever. So I took a few minutes (probably 10-ish) to just meditate on the things that I want in my life.  I tried visualizing them as if I already had them, or how I want to be.  It was fun!  It felt so great to be a millionaire, and to be able to travel anywhere I want, and to have fun every day, and be helpful to people, and there were some more but I can’t remember right now what they were. The more I do this, the easier it gets.  And I felt just amazing during, and after this! I have written on my To Do Daily list to do this twice a day.
Bob Doyle says, “Despite what you may currently believe or have been taught, it is not the purpose of our lives to struggle, to work hard for years, or try to “figure things out”. Our job is to do what we love to do. When we do that with full trust and knowing that doing so will naturally attract our deepest desires, we become powerful magnets, which absolutely assures our success.” I think most of us were taught that life is a struggle, and we have to work so hard to get money and success. But I really feel that what he says is true!
“There is a world within – a world of thought and feeling and power; of light and life and beauty; and, although invisible, its forces are mighty.” -Charles Haanel.
In reading Carol Tuttle’s Remembering Wholeness (this is such an AWESOME book!!) she talks a little about the energy we had at birth, depending on what kind of birth experience we had.  Those energy patterns effects how we are today, for example: I was born prematurely (not much, but still) and Carol says that I “probably have beliefs and experiences such as: waiting for others, wanting everything in a hurry, feeling nervous, rushed, and running.”  That is SO true!!!  She is an Energy Therapist, and so she takes her clients through a clearing of their birth energy.  I assume I can do that with EFT, just tapping on my own specific issues and the things that Carol says in her book that are probably my patterns.  So I’m going to do that now.
One of my goals is to be a better piano player.  My very awesome and talented mother taught me when I was younger, but I quit when I was 12 to dance instead.  Unfortunately, I haven’t played much since then and want to take lessons from her.  Another unfortunate thing is that she died 4 years ago, and I didn’t take the opportunity 10+ years ago when I wanted to take from her.  I am learning that when you feel the need to do something – DO IT, because the opportunity might be gone later.  I am trying very hard right now not to be upset at myself, and remember that I can’t go back and re-do things.  I know that I need to practice the piano because I feel so good when I play things that I like. (reminds me of how the Masters of the Law of Attraction talk about resonating on a certain vibration.  That the Law of Attraction isn’t just about thinking good thoughts, it’s really about the energy vibration that we hold.  So, when I play the piano, I feel joy and am on a high vibrational level.)  When something brings me joy, I need to do it.
Carol Tuttle says that it took her 15 years to be free of her depression and other issues.  Two of those years was much quicker getting well once she gained the knowledge of how to do it.  So, it could take years for anyone to be completely free from their issues.  Good to know so that I don’t expect it immediately!
Chris travels some for work and he has always asked me if he could take a bump, if that were a possibility. I always wanted the free airfare, but also needed him home, I couldn’t handle him being gone. I always said yes (actually, I think once at least I said “no way, come home”), but there was never an opportunity for him to be bumped. (I know now that it was because of the Law of Attraction that there wasn’t an opportunity) Chris was supposed to come home tonight, but he called to ask if he could take a bump if that was available. Now that I’m getting well I said something like “of course”!! And one of my goals is to have “low and no-cost travel” since I adore traveling, I definitely wanted to get some free travel. He checked, and the flight WAS overbooked – so he’s taking a bump and getting over $400 in airfare!!! My “low and no-cost travel” is already starting to show up!!!!!!! I KNOW that we attracted this – I am so excited!! It’s funny, because this afternoon I was thinking that it sure would be nice if some travel would start to show up, I would love to go somewhere soon. I am so grateful for this free travel (and to Chris for waiting until the morning for his flight)!!!
I got to (kindof) dance tonight!  My sister, Carol, invited me over tonight to do DDR (Dance Dance Revolution) with her, which I haven’t done in a few years.  And since I can’t dance yet, this was the next best thing!  I got to have some fun, AND exercise – that’s the way to go!!

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