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I received a neat Comment from Pamala Oslie on my New Years’ Eve post!  Thanks Pam, it means so much to me that you would take the time to do that!

I have had many situations lately that have seemed “in my face” regarding an issue I have with relationships and I am unsure of how to clear it.  I am doing the things that I know how, but this issue keeps coming up.  I need some advice on this!  I took myself to my room and said a heartfelt prayer that I will know how to clear this issue that I am so frustrated about lately.  I started tapping on some basics, and I feel like I was given some things in my mind to say and write down.  I feel a little better.  So I will look daily at those positive affirmations that I just wrote down, and see if anything else comes up about this issue.  I am feeling really badly about myself, but trying not to.  I’m tired of creating the same negative issue that I have since I was a child.

So this has been a hard day for me, but I feel like some of these hard issues are being worked out and I’m feeling more encouraged tonight.  Here’s to an awesome day tomorrow!!!!

Chris received a box of chocolates today from his work, and we have been eating alot of it all day.  I feel awful tonight and am not happy with myself that I “gave in” to my past sugar addiction.  It affects me negatively in several ways.  It really is amazing how bad for the body sugar is, and how addictive!  I must do better, and do EFT and positive affirmations to get past this problem.

My friend shared these quotes as a comment about today’s post.  I love and agree with them all so I thought I’d share them.  Thanks, Karen!

“Form the habit of making decisions when your spirit is fresh. To let dark moods lead you is like choosing cowards to command your armies.” -Charles Horton Cooley (1864-1929) Sociologist and educator

“Our real selves are all waiting for us in Him. The more I resist Him and try to live on my own, the more I become dominated by my own heredity and upbringing and surroundings and natural desires. . . . It is when I turn to Christ, when I give myself up to His Personality, that I first begin to have a real personality of my own.” -C.S. Lewis, Mere Christianity,189

“Somehow we should learn to know that our problems are our most precious possessions. They are the raw materials of our salvation: no problem, no redemption.” -Laurens van der Post

After praying, looking at my Vision Board and Movie this morning I was feeling pretty good. But a string of negative things has happened since then, and I wasn’t trying hard enough to focus on the positive, and things that I’m grateful for. I slipped quickly into my old negative self. I don’t want to be that person anymore. So after a good cry, I forgave all that I could, tried thinking positively, looked at my Mind Movie again, talked to Chris on the phone who gave me some love, and I’m writing in my journal, and I’m really trying to FEEL grateful for all that I can think of. I feel quite a bit better. It’s only 9:40am. I am NOT giving up, though, even though this is very hard for me to change. Hopefully it’ll get easier soon. I know how great my life can be if I’ll let it, and I want it!

I’m finishing listening to Carol Tuttle’s cd “Clear Your Debt, Create Harmony & Prosperity with Money”. This is an incredible cd, I LOVE it. She has you do energy exercises while saying positive affirmations about money. Physically I feel so good now!

Someone asked me today how I am, you know, just the courtesy question everyone asks each other. I answered her, “Great!” And I meant it. It felt so good to say that, I don’t know if I’ve ever said that before!

I can’t remember if I’ve talked about this already or not, but I’ve realized even more today that while I am on this quest, I need to try hard to stay away from people who are “toxic” for me. That is very hard, however, when some of those people are people that you can’t really stay away from! So how is that supposed to work? I guess I just need to try extra hard to put up an invisible shield to stop their negative energy, and also work even harder at controlling my thoughts and feelings while around them?

Chris has been reading The Science of Getting Rich and really likes it.  I’m looking forward to when I can start reading that as well.